Tonight, for lack of any better topic, I’m going to tell you about some of my recent trains of thought. There’s no reason I can think of for you to read on, but here it is if you want it.
On Veterans’ Day I posted about my dad, who served in the Occupation forces in Japan, post-World War II. He never made a big deal of it. In fact, he rarely mentioned it. It was, for him, a blip in his life, a brief detour from his chosen career as a small farmer. Dad was not a man of ambition. He kept his sights low.
Thinking about Japan put me in mind of the other major presence that country once held in my life. In college, I fell in love (unrequited, of course) with a lovely young woman who grew up as a missionary kid in Japan. She was my first date, when I was 23 years old. (An early bloomer I was not. Nor was I a late bloomer, come to think of it. I didn’t bloom at all.)
Anyway, especially after she returned to Japan, I thought about that country a lot. And, of course, I thought about her. I continue to do so from time to time. I know who she married and where she lives. (She’s a grandmother now.) Is it shameful to admit that I sometimes do a web search for her? There’s rarely anything to learn. She seems to have lived a happy life, and happy lives are low-profile ones, by and large.
One day, a while back, it occurred to me to do a search for her father. I knew he was a missionary in Japan, and I knew his name and who commissioned him. I did a search, and came upon something that amazed me. An archivist from his denomination had posted a video of his family on the field in the early 1950s. It shows them with their Japanese congregation, and socializing with other missionaries. And it shows the young parents pushing a little baby girl in a carriage. That baby is certainly the girl I would eventually fall for, who is an old woman now.
There is no lesson in this. It was just strange to watch. And to contemplate.
And no, I’m not going to link to the video. I embarrassed her enough by falling for her in the 1970s; I’m not going to disturb her peace, even remotely, now.
I can think of no natural transition to my third point, except that it has to do with my past. A relative in my home town recently sent me an article from the local newspaper. It was about a place called Crosswind Farms. It seems to be a diversified, organic agricultural operation, and it has a retail side, with a shop and scheduled tours.
This is in fact the very farm where I grew up. Our 160 acres of one-time swamp, drained by my great-grandfather.
I had no idea of this. When I alerted my brothers, they both knew about it already. Why didn’t I? I can only assume somebody did tell me about it, and I forgot.
I wish the Crosswind people well. It’s tough running a small farm in today’s economy. They seem to be entrepreneurial and creative.
I will also say nothing of the shattered dreams of my youth, dreams that that farm would be the site of the Lars Walker Childhood Home Museum, where people could take tours of the beloved author’s one-time house, barn, and sheds.
Of course, any chance of that has been dashed, not only by my failure (so far) to become a world-renowned author, but also by the fact that the house burned down spectacularly one night in December, 1986, and most of our buildings have since been demolished and replaced.
Maybe I can get them to sell my books in their shop….






